2019 PRESENT

Well, 2019 it's here ...

I was one of the people who used to make a list of purposes to fulfill in the year.

The first few months I would start excited, some would fulfill them, others would not, but at the end of the year I always felt a bit disappointed with myself for not having fulfilled everything I wanted.

This year that ended left me a lot of learning and taught me to let go ...

So today I say goodbye to everything that I had called purpose but that I only wanted to "fulfill" something for other people, today I say goodbye to the pursuit of the future, and to worry about what will happen next.

I want to live in the present time for 2019

I want to fulfill my expectations, my dreams, I want to work in me to be a better person, better wife, better friend, better daughter, better in everything I can, I want to live my day to day and enjoy it as it comes.

I want to stop thinking about the future, why then everything I achieve in the present is never enough.

I want to live a 2019 with awareness: of me, those around me, of the world in which I live, a 2019 in which my daily decisions are thought, where I save more water, do not waste food, do not consume plastic or packaging in my shopping, do not throw garbage in the street, in which I use my legs more and not so much the car, in which I understand that on earth we are all balance.

I want to live a 2019 in which I get more involved in what happens around me, in which I raise my voice when something does not seem to me, in which I see for my country (Mexico) and for which I am living now (United States) I want to question, I want to solve problems.

I want to live a 2019 in which my body is in balance, in which I work for my health, not to achieve a goal but to gain well-being, to feel good about myself.

I want to live a 2019 in which what is not for me let me have the wisdom to let it go and in which whatever it is for me, I have the courage to pursue it.

I want to live a 2019 in which I listen, learning to block everything that makes noise outside, treat me, give me time, forgive me, love me.

I want to live a 2019 reading more, learning, meditating, writing, I want to give more time to serve others, not only see for my needs but for those of others, do volunteering.

I want to live a 2019 in which I connect, in which I talk more with my family and friends, leave the cell phone aside for a longer time, a 2019 in which I embrace my husband more because I think that by giving your time you give everything .

I want to be present.

The years pass and we make intentions for months, always a long-term goal but in the short term we do not enjoy by being worried about what could happen, when the only thing that happens is that we stop living in the present to live in the future.

I wish that your 2019 makes you more aware and present, that we enjoy, that we live today!